SMTG that i jusy knew...

it seem like there is a lot of competitors around me...
what should i do???what should i care???what should i improve???
damn confusing...anyone can help me??? =(
im not in a good mood now!!!

Describe me wif the word "caring" ??

i saw one of my fren said im caring...
hmmm...a bit weird to use this word describe me...but im also happy to hear that...
but im not caring at all the time...most of my fren noe that...
hahahahaha...
but if u feel that im caring...that mean u deserve it!!!
not everyone will deserve for me to care abt them...
if u deserve mean u r SPECIAL to me!!!especially YOU...u noe who i mean =)

KL trip

went to KL one day wif my fren n his family...KL was beautiful n a complicated state...
im so paiseh that i slept in the car...hahaha...went to see metroview n pv6...
after discussion we plan to take metroview...it was located at wangsa maju...
wangsa maju!!!someone told me that someone is going to work at there soon...
hope can meet up wif someone at that time la...although got a bit scare n nervous going to stay at the place that i din go be4...but it is a new challenge for me...
i hope i can make more fren at there...n improve my relationship wif someone which i always dream to be...
lastly,hope everything will move smooth...im waiting for that moment to come...
bye penang tarc n here i come kl tar main campus...

给有缘/机会看见我心声的人：

这个问题我问自己问了很久。
什么是恋爱？恋爱到底是怎样的感觉呢？
虽然说爱只有几个简单笔画但却比想象复杂得多。
被别人爱或想爱别人又是怎么一回事？
等待与期待往往对我来说只会带给我失望或失败的结果。
已经失望过三至四次的我也不敢再对爱情抱着太大的希望了。
真心的对待竟然换来一个虚假的回报，可能从一开始到最后也只是我一厢情愿而已。
或遇到一个心已有所属的人也一个机会都不给我。为什么呢？
在中五那一年，我的父母都反对我谈恋爱。那时我还能体谅或明白可能我还太年轻。
但现在已快二十岁了的我，难道他们还会反对吗？还是个未知数。
这次，终于又找到一个我对她有感觉的人了。她就是 （ Ms C**** ）
如何形容她呢？
第一次看见她时她把刘海绑起来，蛮可爱又好看的。再加上她那两个酒窝实在太迷人了。我也猜得到她的追求者一定也不少。
她的人蛮好谈的个性又很活泼。但就是心情的变化很突然。这就是她的特别之处嘛！
有时就开开心心的，有时就伤心或无奈地埋怨。
当妳不开心时，我好想陪伴着妳。但我也知道以我现在的身份也只能是朋友的关心而已。
记得上一次妳说如果有去看戏可能约我一起去看，我看到这句子时，我真的真的很开心又期待。
那种感觉是多么无法形容的。但却换来一场欢喜一场空。
看到你一直谢谢我对妳的关心，我也不知道怎么回复妳。应该这样说“关心妳是应该做的”
我知道这次可能又是我一厢情愿，但我还是决定试一试。
虽然说我的机会不大又不会追女生的技巧。我只好一步一步慢慢来吧。好怕我会迟别人一步。但我也无能为力。
最后，我想说:"虽然我不一定是天下最好的男人，但是一旦我选上妳，我将会把最好的都留给妳包括我自己。“
因为妳将会是我的全部和第一！！

From: y2k心声

Tiring day...

wake up from 6am...study n go for tamadun test...it is not difficult...
after that sleep from 2 till 7pm in the afternoon...but got some interruption in btw...which some new intake ppl come to see hostel...all of them complain that y not ceiling fan???
wat should i answered them???wat a bullshit question...i also a renter not owner...
how am i going to explain that for u all???stupid...

heard that im not going to kl this saturday...im totally n fully "beh syok" when i listen that...u noe wat??the hostel i also got stay n i need to pay for the rental...
not foc...sigh...a word not sure cant settle everything!!!if im not satisfied, then i wont stay...this is me!!my rules my ways...u got to accept it...

luckily, chatting wif an angel at the night..although is just a moment...but it is enough for me...thx for listening to my problems...i noe it maybe a small matter for u but not me...im glad to heard this last three words "ya ,welcome ,haha"
it has make my mood better...thx to YOU

wow...A good answer that i got...

finally figure out what it is abt...n i get the answer that i wish to get...hahaha...quite happy at the moment when saw the result...but also need to thank to my fren mr chris who help me to ask for the answer...thx alot...

today will be the second test for my tamadun islam...i have not prepared well...
i hope i noe how to do later...

just finish watching 海派甜心..the movie not bad la...i was quite enjoying it...
today is tuesday!!!the day that i hope to be come as fast as possible...but now seem like not so looking for it adee...just saw a "shock comment" in FB...make my feeling n mood down again...hope that is not true la...will figure out soon if got chance...this will make me think much n make me cant sleep...

life is like this...no usual for everyone...sometimes u will happy n sometimes u will be sad...something that u looking hard for it will end up with full of disappointment...this is how life was!!!

hope to improve my english so that i can be catch up mu study for advance diploma...
maybe this week im going to take a look on my new hostel in kl...
recently...erm...should say it has been long time before i have never been happy for this while...around 1 year i think...my life is dull n meaningless except shopping that can really make me feel better...

today is a free day for me since my class adee cancel off...
recently,ntg much changes in my life...just headache of which college i will be studying for degree/adv diploma...
finally i make up my mind...im going to ktar coz i don wan to change my course which i found quite useful for me in my future career...(for those who cant make up their decision, pls do not follow ur fren decision as the future is ur but not other)
recently, i was quite confuse with my feeling...think a lot of things everyday which is related to "something"...but i also scare of failure...that y don dare to think too much abt it...
my fren wan to hire me as part time...im still thinking of it...either to work for one month after my diploma(4 more weeks) or staying at home doing nothing...
lastly, i hope it will go naturally...hope the "success god" will be beside me for this time...i cant afford to lose or fail anymore...

feel bored...

Recently, there is nothing special things happen in my life...
i feel bored with my current life...hope the time pass fast n i can go back to my home...not to stay at hostel anymore...
honestly, i don like my year 2 hostel life...it's suck n boring...
i miss my year 1 housemates...the two "old giant kids" which like to do some bo bo eh things inside the hostel...like to mix around with them...they are vincent ong n tiny...
yesterday ate spaghetti which cooked by my coursemates...it taste nice too although the potatoes were forgotten to cook...hahahaha...
lastly, i hope can stay at penang to continue my degree...not willing to go kl study coz it's too far from my home...hope that inti's college will offers us a nice course...