The biggest n stupid mistake that I done in my life was happening to me yesterday.
I really feel sorry to my parents n I not even dare to tell them wat had actually happened on me.
I feel that im so useless n so stupid of being cheated by those lottery. If im not so greedy then this may not happen to me. I loss all my money in a second. An amount of RM4500 gone in front of me. How stupid am I.
do u know how pain was my heart is? My tears cant even drop out. It really hurt me a lot.
All because of my greedy I get cheated by them.damn it!
I donno wat can I do now and I hope I really can “menebus kesalahan beser ini”.
So after this, I cant enjoying my college life like last time anymore due to my stupid action.
I need to find some part time job to do so that I can increase n get back my money.
RM4500 is not a small amount for me and I really feel scare now.
I cant even sleep, study n eat well coz of this. Although I adee made a police report but in my heart I wont forgot that moment in my life.
I swear I will not repeat this mistake in my life anymore. “THERE IS NO FREE LUNCH IN THIS WORLD.”
And I also promise that I will work hard to get back my money so that I can use it after I finish my advance diploma.
I will study hard and wont play too much game anymore. And I would like to try any part time job that has good offer.
To those who are around me, Im fine but I will be weird for this coming few weeks. Nonit too worry abt me. Especially to my “god mother” that going to help me find some job.
Dad n Mum, I really don know how to face u all now. Don angry or scold me for not telling u all abt this.
I will find my own ways to solve the problems since im not young anymore because I need to responsible for every decision that I had made. My carelessness lead to this problem and I will solve it myself.
Sorry to u, dad. I know u every month save most of ur money n bank in for me but I din take care abt it.
Mum, I hope u r beside me now. Im really lost. I need someone.
I can promise that my solutions wont affect my studying.
Lastly, I really feel thousands n millions of sorry to my dad n mum.
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