tonight cant sleep also...
think n think n think n now still decide whether to tell my parents about it or not??
plan to tell my mum first but not my dad...
coz he is a lorry driver n drive on the road most of the time during work...
so i don wish to see him worry for my what i had did...

or tell them next time???after semester 2??
maybe i can settle my thing n din let them worry of me??
still thinking.........

i can confirm that one day i will tell them about that...
coz i never lie to my parents be4 since they are so love n caring to me...

donno y today cant sleep again...
once i close my eyes all the bad thing that happened on me one month ago will rush into my mind n make me uncomfortable...
although it has been passed and ntg can change the fact anymore...
but my heart still feel pain n feel that im damn stupid...
i have told myself to let go it n start a new life but i cant make it...
it really mean a lot to me...actually everything in my life is perfect but now it has changed...
i donno wat my mind think about...but i really don wan to think abt it anymore...
hope i will recover soon...

wow...i read a blog that ask where is the place that most comfort for u??
for me, leave me alone in a room will be better...
every moment that passed doesn't mean it was over...
but it still will keep inside my heart...i donno whether i can keep forward or not...
but i have to!!!

viewing the photos taken by jon bday few days ago...
it make me feel like one year passed so fast...i was enjoying the time celebrating his bday at his house last year...thx for invite me =)
but not this year...

What will u choose between money n fren??
for others ppl they may choose or prefer fren...
some will choose money also...how about u?? (think carefully)
for me, it's easy only =)
i will choose money...no matter wat, money is important than those who are just saying to help u but end up did nothing...
So, i will be selfish for now on...n only do which i feel worth...
what a happy semester break mood was gone n force me to rmb those sad things back...
make the life fucking down!!!

Semester Break

7-9-2010

Finish my last paper which is Economic for Marketing yesterday...quite easy for me but a little bit mistake...
go for a hair cut n chat wif my old stylish...at night go to V2 dota wif my housemate n one new fren...but actually i wish to go watch movie by my other fren...
today wake up n prepare for coming back penang...the journey was quite bored for me since i seldom listen to hit Fm or Mix Fm(watever it is)...
one more week later will be the day i had scammed by those stupid useless chinese guys which going to change my life...this scam will never be forgotten by me until the day i enter coffin...
but the feeling of hurt was still deeply inside my heart which i pretended like i'm fine n ok in front everyone...
n finally i back to the place where im familiar with n less strangers around me...
i really hope i can nonit back to the "sad place" again...

ok...back to topic...
usually sem break is the time for me to download movie n sleep at home...coz less fren will ask me out...im used to it adee =)
planning wan to take some photos for fun n it's time for me to change my FB profile pic...donno got time to do that or not...

lastly, thx to those ppl who really give me a hand when im in trouble...i appreciate it very much...