Holiday-ing

27-8-2011

Wow...last paper for today...well, same like usual no mood to study for it...
my this semester result is worst among all...what to do...no heart to study at all...
Going to be emo again although is holiday...feeling is the most important i think...
just a three times meet up adee so reluctant to let him back...how about me??
almost 3 months...nothing to be complain actually...suitable or not suitable is based on feeling...i noe who am i...i noe my status i noe my situation...
i noe whatever i did, it's still the same ending...it is difficult to change...
try to give up before but as u noe im not so easily to change and give up...it's very hard to find someone that i really like...donno this is consider as a strength or weakness for me??
what i can say now is good luck to u...although im not that kind person can really can make way for ppl...but i do hope that u will be happy!!i will be alright...
im going to leave KL in a few months time...im going back to my world...
Please do not simply open my door again!!im scare to be hurt again...it's really painful n hurtful...but from my face n what i said i wont given this kind of word...coz i really don wan u to be worry...

Sry IDA i really cant make u to an A standard result...im moodless to study...just hope that exam can pass n let me to have a long break...im really tired and exhausting...nobody can help me...im writing this not wan to get pity from all of u...i just wan to express myself...
im same like lonelyreload which he is my coursemate that seldom talk n like to write a lot in his blog...i can understand his feeling...im one kind of it also...we r from the same world...i wont rock the world, i will leave the world quietly...just let me alone...