End of April

Was happily waiting for the call but end up with disappointment.
Although I already predicted the outcome, but also will feel sad about it.
Delaying in replying the address that she stay twice make me frustrated.
And the phone call that sound not willing or plan to meet up with me.
First, I have no transport due to my brother replacement class.
Second, get a message that being told busy.
So, today activity was playing games again.
Derby match at midnight with disappointed result of 1-0 lose.
From now on I already have my answer.
And I knew what should I do from this sentence.
有些事情，处于被蒙状态会好比坦然、明明白白地清楚它。知道后，加深了心里的痛又需要很长的时间淡忘接受。痛后，也改变不了结局。
Don know what this mean for someone else or me?doubt that.
FULL OF QUESTIONS MARK AND HEART DIE!

Byebye KL !! Officially Leaving KL !!

Last Sunday went to KL move my remaining stuff back to Penang...
Playing last round of dota with Alex Yong...He is the best teammate that I get so far...He knew what I want and always back up me at the right time...
Din have time to meet up with my admirer...feel sad of it...
Now back to the boring life...
watch battleship this Wednesday...damn nice movie...love it!!
Going for Avengers at 27 April...hehe...
bought an one way flight with MAS which cost me RM167...

"Gambling" based on LUCK !!

Was following my cousin to the gambling cyber cafe...
This is the second time I go there...
After my analysis, if you have luck then you can win for few round...
But better walk away after won some money...
For me, I wont be gambling on those kind of stuff...
wasting of time and money...

Second thing, when I getting older and older I feel that my fren become lesser and lesser...maybe this is a good thing for me...but having a suck life right now...

It's April now...

Day after day without any direction...
went back to KL for the stupid submission of SHU form...
enjoying the last moment with my gaming fren Alex...
i do enjoy the few days in KL although just stay in the hostel and the cyber cafe named V2...thank you for spending your time with me...
sadly, plan was not run smoothly as some unexpected problems occur last minute...
back to my lovely island on Wednesday...feel like wan to stay at home...sorry for not answering the phone my old friend...
why i feel so lonely all the time??
probably is lack of friends(excuses)??those best friends in the past were gone and left nobody else...used to be spending all the time together last time now become like stranger...what a failure life of me...
nothing much to be write for my life actually...
do hope to have a better and interesting life...

lastly, when I say I miss you I really mean it...
but after these days I have not put too high expectation on it anymore...
hope you enjoy ur own life...contact me when u really miss or think of me!!
i will wait...