Journey of "y2kSimpleLife"

the weakest week!!

2012-01-19T20:47:00.000-08:00

have been sick for the whole week...everyday like a "die fish" sleep on my bed only...
luckily feel better since yesterday...hopefully I can enjoy my CNY la...
cant wait for it...going back to Penang tonight...not sure I will miss KL or not..
but probably the answer is NO...nothing much that I miss in KL except Barakath Nor...
The mamak stall that accompany this two years...the food there are quite nice...
but think further I got my Kayu & Khaleel in Penang...wow...sound great too...
time pass so fast, 2 years study finish just in a while...
one more thing that I miss is my futsal teammate...
1. kai sheng who is our captain always lead us to win the game...but sometimes he got his temper too...hope ur legs recover soon...
2. Ping Zhen who is our defencer always did a great job at the back n cover our mistake...he is quite a cincai person but sometimes he can perform well too...
3. Edwin our striker plus driver...thank for fetch us everytime when there got futsal match...although sometimes you will scare ball hit on your face but you did quite well in shooting...
4. Vincent one of the defencer + keeper...ur defence quite well but don always think wan to drible thro 2-3 people...we not reach that standard yet...
5. Beh one of the late comer...position as striker...he has a powerful shooting...the most happy moment was when we all beat the allstars team and you are our team scorer...
although I noe them when study in KL but they really nice fren n teammates...really miss u all...

Penang here I come tonight...my home, have been leaving outside for around 4 years...it's time to find u back...

EXAM !!

2012-01-03T01:29:00.000-08:00

Tmr will be sitting for my first exam in the last semester of advance diploma college life...but still not in the mood of studying...
maybe coz it is the last semester so did not put so many efforts on it anymore...
haha...i just aim to pass all n go to UK to get a degree...

honestly, feel a bit "empty" when thinking of leaving some of my frens such as futsal teammates, go out enjoy frens and all that leave a lot of memories to me...

currently addicted to this song...
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New Year New Start !! Happy 2012 to myself !!

2012-01-01T12:55:00.000-08:00

Hello, it's 2012 now...Happy new year and merry Christmas!!
Didn't update my blog yesterday due to no internet connection yesterday...
but it was fixed by today...So, how ur Christmas and new year??enjoy right?
seriously, Christmas was a great night for me which I enjoying watching people around keep spraying...
but new year was a bit normal which I celebrate with my own laptop watching movie and playing games...
Exam is coming soon...a bit nervous n scare now...hope to pass all subjects...
no mood to study anymore...donno y like that...haha...maybe Im getting lazy recently...
what in my mind was shopping and enjoying...hehe...
since all of us are going to graduate soon, so most of the people are planning for their future and career...but what Im doing was still mysterious...
Am I a person that no vision for my future??definitely NO!!
Im not going to spend my life without doing anything great!!Maybe Im still planning??
haha...I doubt that...
All of them were start to discuss about their future job and all that such as becoming a entrepreneur or working in marketing companies...
I do plan for my future...hopefully Im getting the job I wanted but only will be informed after Chinese New Year...
Ok...stop here and get started with my studies...Im LACK of time adee...
will keep update soon, stay tune...

im BACK!!

2011-12-11T12:10:00.001-08:00

yoh...long time never update my blog adee...
today seem like wan to post smtg...
haha...

im finally put down everything...since enjoy life is the thing we should do now...
after saw this 乐嘉送给男生和女生的经典话

12）爱情不是追来的。
如果你死皮赖脸追求了很久，她却无动于衷，那么哥们，放下吧。
有时，咱男人的尊严比一个女人更重要。

after read about this, it really wake me up...
since it is impossible to change adee y not put it down n move on??
this will be the best solution for me as I adee struggle for so long time...

ok...from now on, life move on and gud luck for myself in the final...
i wan go UK!!woohoo...

Enjoy and Happy Day

2011-11-19T01:43:00.000-08:00

18-11-2011

going to midvalley wif her...
since quite a long time never been there already...
eating spaghetti meatball wif her n her classmates...
after that went for some shopping wif her...
quite enjoy to shop wif girl...maybe coz im not always have the chance to do so...
she bought a pair of new shoes in vincci...asking for my opinion...
of course i will choose the nicer one for her...
chat a lot throughout the journey...
the "lucky guy" will have the surprise card from her soon...
this time she really put a lot of effort in this new relationship...
maybe is a good thing n good starting...
the guy quite nice although I donno about him...
Hope that you will always happy wif him...although I was reluctant to give up on her...

thursday morning chat wif my classmate after gym session...
agreed with what he said...
"you cant expect everything you want you will get"
"continue or not is based on yourself either you feel worth or not worth to put your time on it"

for me, I will say WORTH...

Wondering...

2011-11-02T11:22:00.000-07:00

1.11.2011
was my happiest day when she walked into my room n chat with me...
although with her hand phone together but she still manage to talk with me...
it make my life happy back a bit...

2.11.2011
Back from college after a 4 hours walk in Festival mall...
ask me for dinner but I ate already...but if you want I can accompany you eat (just wan to let you know about it)
tell me about your sad story...cant help much...but I really wish to hug you that time when you said you are crying in the toilet...

2011-10-16T11:04:00.000-07:00

Drunk with a message sent...
Worry of what happened...
Ask for if need any of my help...
With a message reply of text me when home...
Waiting for back home...
Lastly back with safely and enjoyable...
A good night greet melting my heart...
I knew you have safely home...
Went to bed silently...
Voice of people inside toilet...
Knew what going to happen...
Want to look for it...
But it was so difficult to make the move...
A familiar vomit sound i heard...
My heart was so painful and donno what to do...
End up with no action taken...
Useless me...

Thank for remember me during you drunk...
Hope you happy always...
And share your sadness with me...
i will always there with u <3

Memories that unforgettable...

2011-10-09T10:58:00.001-07:00

wow...this three days enjoying a lot with all my fren...really appreciate much...
happy to hang out with my classmate and dinner at Tenji 2 with them on friday...It cost around RM50 per person...but the food was nice to eat...
Saturday go for futsal and ate Bak Kut Teh as dinner...this time the dry one look quite nice...but i still prefer the half soup half dry Bak Kut Teh...
then Sunday going to mid valley again...the ikan pari was nice and the abc special just not bad only...after that went for a movie at leisure mall...

the journey to the leisure mall was so familiar for me as i was driving pass through there before...it was my unforgettable memory happened last semester...
last week went to wangsa walk which i had lot of happy moment there last semester too...
but now everything only is just became memory for me...i wish u were there too...
ok...that all...good night...don think too much...everything will be fine...just need time...

Everything change...

2011-10-01T11:08:00.000-07:00

The way of talk, attitude and actions are totally change...
Time passed and the happy moment was over in my life...
Not like last time, I am in the top 5 priority...
Now not even in the list i guess...
Expected to be treated like that...
But why i am still sad and emo??
Can anyone tell me??why i behave like that??
I aint expect for anything...just to be friend with you...
Maybe it is good for us...not to be so close and everything go dull by the time pass...
Maybe you was thinking it is the best way to stop hurting me...
But I can tell u it is vice versa...It hurts me a lot...
Not to give other people know about it so i cant express it out as usual...
Just to let me know that you are safely reach home also forgot, not even taking care of me anymore like last time...but maybe what you did was right...
I cant expect anything...I am out from your world...
But you are still living inside my little world...
NOW, I just wan to know and update more about your stuffs and things...
So that I can know what you are doing recently...
I miss u lot!!

Y2S1 exam result release!!

2011-09-21T05:07:00.000-07:00

Waiting for the scary result for last semester exam...
i was nervous coz i not prepared well in the exam...
luckily i pass all my paper...god bless...although poor result but it consider acceptable for me...
this is what we learn during microeconomics which is opportunity cost...u have to forgo smtg in exchange for another thing...
which for me it is quite worth to change it with my result...coz it really bring a lot memories for me in my life...
last semester adee now so concentrate on my studies and don think too much...i promise to myself that i can do it n get a better result for this semester...but this is a best way for me to escape although it consider as selfish...
but what to do...u r not going to noe how hurt it was when u faced that situation...
good luck to me and same to u...

New Semester y2s2

2011-09-18T10:50:00.001-07:00

today going back kl in the early morning...
this will be my last learning semester in Kl which i quite miss all my KL classmates...
they r friendly n funny sometimes which make up my day...
going to face a new life this semester...hope to enjoy my life there in this short 3 months time...
be myself and enjoy every moment with my fren...take care to myself...

will be update my blog soon...

Merdeka!!

2011-08-30T13:46:00.000-07:00

31-8-2011

Today hang out all the day wif my KL fren...meet some new fren also...
early in the morning go bali hai eat dim sum...then go gurney for movie...
watch SUMMER LOVE LOVE...after watching the movie i feel what i did was so simple n easy...it makes me feel sad n disappointed also...
dinner at james foo western food restaurant...the food quite nice for me...
went for some alcohol drink at the night...but unfortunately i cant get myself drunk...
which i plan to drunk myself...haih...
adee 4 days didn't contact wif her...donno what to say...donno what to think...donno how to do...donno what can i do also...one word for me LOSER!!
although i am missing her all the minutes n second...no matter what i do she will appear in my mind frequently...

going to bed now...night...

Holiday-ing

2011-08-26T13:55:00.000-07:00

27-8-2011

Wow...last paper for today...well, same like usual no mood to study for it...
my this semester result is worst among all...what to do...no heart to study at all...
Going to be emo again although is holiday...feeling is the most important i think...
just a three times meet up adee so reluctant to let him back...how about me??
almost 3 months...nothing to be complain actually...suitable or not suitable is based on feeling...i noe who am i...i noe my status i noe my situation...
i noe whatever i did, it's still the same ending...it is difficult to change...
try to give up before but as u noe im not so easily to change and give up...it's very hard to find someone that i really like...donno this is consider as a strength or weakness for me??
what i can say now is good luck to u...although im not that kind person can really can make way for ppl...but i do hope that u will be happy!!i will be alright...
im going to leave KL in a few months time...im going back to my world...
Please do not simply open my door again!!im scare to be hurt again...it's really painful n hurtful...but from my face n what i said i wont given this kind of word...coz i really don wan u to be worry...

Sry IDA i really cant make u to an A standard result...im moodless to study...just hope that exam can pass n let me to have a long break...im really tired and exhausting...nobody can help me...im writing this not wan to get pity from all of u...i just wan to express myself...
im same like lonelyreload which he is my coursemate that seldom talk n like to write a lot in his blog...i can understand his feeling...im one kind of it also...we r from the same world...i wont rock the world, i will leave the world quietly...just let me alone...

18-8-2011

2011-08-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

A simple post for today which suddenly having mood to blog...
Well, everything seem changes and impossible to get back to previous...
Donno what to say, but this is not what i hope to...
Maybe coz she don wan to hurt me again?maybe, maybe! maybe?
So, i will care about my actions and words to her...
NO more words such as love, like and miss...no more intimate space for me n her since she obviously rejecting me of doing "that" few days ago...
it is not like last time anymore which i can say and talk whatever i like or from the bottom of my heart to her...
I have to keep the everything inside my heart...not going to open without a key...
A magical and healing box that only know by me...
What YOU did was a memory to me forever!!
Lonely is not a problem for me...
Happy is not guaranteed with me...
True friend is hard to find and few with me...
Girl is nothing for me...Money is everything...
Don worry all my friend that care about me...
Life goes on...
I can handle this myself as how i handle my previous case...

15-8-2011

2011-08-14T21:10:00.000-07:00

well, it one day after my 1 year so called "anniversary"...
i received a bad news once again...come on izit every year of the month august is a bad luck month for me??i doubt that...
get the answer that not supposed to know this few weeks...make me down n i have to say sry to u exam...i really have no mood to study for you at all...but i will try my best to get a better result(if i can la)...
Since the god has adee make decision for me...then it is ok for me...i have to accept it...
told u that im ok sure is lie u wan la...impossible right??im just a perfect thinker not a strong person...hurt quite deep for me...
hard to recover...not going to open my door easily again i promise...4 years of empty handed which i keep waiting for n i believe in...
Sry to tell u all that im going to be money face n selfish back...that my personality...fren me or just leave me alone??up to you...don fucking steps on my world if you all don like my attitude...
but i still will prepare that "part" which i have plan to do it few days ago in the future...that will be my last performance...
after that don tell me about this word "LOVE" anymore...
stand out of my fucking life...in my mind, you got the money you got the love...
THAT'S ALL!!

12-8-2011

2011-08-12T00:50:00.000-07:00

有些事情不是努力后就一定能成功的。
虽然不是我想要的结果，但我不得不接受。
最好是像我的朋友告诉我的，享受那过程吧。
就不要想那么多，但我想告诉你
我的心情只能已这首歌来表达...

11-8-2011

2011-08-10T10:41:00.000-07:00

didn't get to celebrate her bday with her...
but luckily i was able to finish the webpages that i created for her...
used up my whole night to do that...but the layout i have done it few weeks ago...
still in time to give her coz i was scare her ex will come and give her a surprise bday party...i scare lose and i scare loss...im so weak...sick of it!!

after viewing the webpages, she was so touched...
but i noe my dream will not be came true...
a bit happy but also a bit disappointed...

lastly, wish u happy birthday again...

8-8-2011

2011-08-07T11:16:00.000-07:00

hmm...today should be a happy day for me end up a bit emo...
haha...maybe i was too care of wat she was saying...i guess so...
today derby match between ManUtd n ManCity...
as always ManUtd didn't disappointed me with the result of 3-2...
congrats to them...after that chatting wif my buddy...
u noe me the most...thx for spending ur time to chat wif me...
i feel better after that...

7-8-2011

2011-08-06T14:16:00.000-07:00

hmm...yesterday was a good memory for me...donno how to describe the feeling...
just be happy at all the moment la...
what i can express now was everything in this song 張信哲-太想愛你...
it really express what inside my heart...everything will be fine right??hope so...

few days ago saw few of my secondary school friends have from single went into relationship...i was a bit jealous seriously but i really blessing for you all...
Must treat your gf nice...that what god giving for you but not me...must appreciate it from ur DEEPEST heart!!

虽然我怕寂寞，但我和寂寞永远都离不开，可能是命中注定吧。

4-8-2011

2011-08-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

wow...so fast final coming adee...can the time pass slow??
hmm...ntg much to post today...
yesterday was my first time driving in KL...a bit scare coz first time...
but quite enjoy wif the moment...

14-7-2011

2011-07-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

hmm...today is 11 month anniversary if u all read my previous post...
im ok with it adee...
So, end this topic now =)

hmm...around two months i din update my blog adee due to no internet access in KL...good news is im going to have internet access on next monday onwards...thank a lot for the applicant...
lot of things happen between this two months...some good memory and also got some bad memory...

celebrate my 21th birthday with classmates and also housemate...n the warm wish was come from my mum...surprising me was that my mum call me the day before my birthday i think...after that sent a happy birthday msg for me...im so touch at that time...
although i noe my dad rmb my birthday but he was a strong man that seldom show his love to his children...but he is a good and responsible father...n my sister was calling me to kacau kacau only...but i told her that i want present from her...haha...will this become true??wait i back penang then will know...

Lastly, i get into trouble again which i told myself not to do so before come back to continue my year 2 advance diploma...i have no appetite to eat n sometimes i cant sleep well...maybe what u said was right but i adee drop into the trip...it is very hard to climb up from there...Somemore, i receive few comments that was discouraging me continue what i wan to do...but i just cant stop myself from doing that...sorry to make u all disappointing...even the whole hostel knew what is happening but for me i will say So What?im not doing something illegal right?i have my own rights...

what i want to do is enjoy my this half year moment and then try to keep and lock all the happy memories n moment that i had before...Appreciate that i know u...it drives my advance diploma life more meaningful...thank for everything that u did for me...although u just feel that it is a normal stuff but for me is mean a lot...

hint:there will be a page that truly made from my heart even for assignment i also wont use so many efforts to do it...hope i can manage to finish it...

9-5-2011

2011-05-08T10:50:00.000-07:00

as usual go to support ManUtd and finally they won against Chelsea...
after that something horrible happen...donno how to describe...the god is always playing wif me...i also donno why...
time passed and i had finish my 2 months part time job in Padini Concept Store...
im just treat you as one of my close fren or my best fren coz u r the one that really treat me very good during my working time...but y cant it remain as normal forever??
from what ppl said n what they saw, i can also feel about it but u denied it that time n i tot u r really ok with it...i noe u did a lot for me and i really appreciate u as my fren...but now everything have change...
maybe it will be fair for u...we r totally from different world but coz i appreciate you so i learn to type in Chinese so that we can chat with each other...typing in Chinese is killing me u noe...
i donno la......confusing!!!!argh...
the things that i wish to get will not always be mine but something that i care about wont be with me also...what can i do??
no worries...everything will be fine n back to normal soon...
i give up on the last target n the new target also get her own target....
i think i....
.........
我已命中注定孤独终老！！

27-2-2011

2011-02-26T11:55:00.000-08:00

it is coming to the end of February...time pass fast...
still nothing to do...not even a part time job for me...hopefully tmr will be a good starting for me...
someone said that she was going to buy a sport shoes but after buy her financial statement will be in trouble...
deeply in my heart, i was thinking to tell u that if you like it i can buy for you...
n it is affordable for me since it is just like buying a new pair of kicks for myself...
everyday facing the same things n doing some wasting time stuffs...
i'm bored and tired...really wish that you can be with me to share my loneliness or happiness...i hope that you know what is my feeling to you...i can wait for you !!!
as long as we are still keep in touch...i really miss you lots...hope to see you soon..

18-2-2011

2011-02-18T11:17:00.000-08:00

As usual woke up very late in the afternoon...
sleep again in the evening...like a lazy pig...
at night going out to cyber with my oldest cousin...
because long time din play dota with him already...hahahaha...
not bad my skills...still can kill people and won the game...
after that, went for supper in Pelita and chit chat with him...
he was so lucky that won Mr.Lim money from Genting last December...
he won around 10k and he used up the money to run a small business with his fren...
but there is another thing to worry about which is his brother...
i do not know what he is thinking about as he always dream of becoming a millionaire or maybe billionaire??
and the ways he earning money is not that accurate...only 22 years old and started to learn how to gamble football?? OMG!!
if gambling is so easy to win then what for people going to work??
he owed the "buki" ( not really know how to write that) around 5k and how he is going to pay for it with the salary around 1.3-1.5k per month??
so stop gambling or u will have nothing in the end...that my advise...

18-2-2011

2011-02-17T11:35:00.000-08:00

finally have time to update my blog again since it's dead for around half month i think...
Chinese New Year was over too...nothing special on my CNY celebration...
red packets are getting less n less...what a sad case...
watched a nice firework at the almost end of "chap gor meh"...
lot of people r crowded in the Penang esplanade today...
ok...now back to few posts that i din post on CNY :

first, i finally watch movie in cinema which are "天天好天"，"最强喜事" and "I love HK"...
hmm...all of the movies are quite nice and funny...
for those who din watch i think it is a waste...
i going watch this movie with my relative that i should call her 姑姑... am i too old adee???hahaha...

Second, first time drive to QB and after that drive to Gurney again...
it is quite fun to spend my day with two of my 姑姑...

Third, im finding work in QB Topman...the in charge person called me and ask me go for second interview on this Saturday...hope that i can get the job...
if not i donno how to spend my intern period as i din go for intern...

fourth, on valentine day i was staying on my home and do nothing...
it is just a normal day for me which i hope i can be a special for me one day...
it also my "6th month anniversary" on that day and i think it's time for me to let go d...

New Year New Life !!!

23-1-2011

2011-01-22T11:33:00.000-08:00

hmm...3 months did not update my blog adee har...
suddenly today got mood to update...hehe...
erm...im fine adee...not to worry too much...
i can handle my things...since im big enough adee...
n i have to noe how to take care of myself n others...
back from kl few days ago...the most sweet place is my home...
although im excited to be in penang...but i miss kl too...
there are few things that i missed...
kinda lazy to find part time job to do...haih...

what comes around go around...

2010-09-18T10:48:00.000-07:00

tonight cant sleep also...
think n think n think n now still decide whether to tell my parents about it or not??
plan to tell my mum first but not my dad...
coz he is a lorry driver n drive on the road most of the time during work...
so i don wish to see him worry for my what i had did...

or tell them next time???after semester 2??
maybe i can settle my thing n din let them worry of me??
still thinking.........

i can confirm that one day i will tell them about that...
coz i never lie to my parents be4 since they are so love n caring to me...

2010-09-16T12:18:00.000-07:00

donno y today cant sleep again...
once i close my eyes all the bad thing that happened on me one month ago will rush into my mind n make me uncomfortable...
although it has been passed and ntg can change the fact anymore...
but my heart still feel pain n feel that im damn stupid...
i have told myself to let go it n start a new life but i cant make it...
it really mean a lot to me...actually everything in my life is perfect but now it has changed...
i donno wat my mind think about...but i really don wan to think abt it anymore...
hope i will recover soon...

2010-09-13T11:39:00.000-07:00

wow...i read a blog that ask where is the place that most comfort for u??
for me, leave me alone in a room will be better...
every moment that passed doesn't mean it was over...
but it still will keep inside my heart...i donno whether i can keep forward or not...
but i have to!!!

viewing the photos taken by jon bday few days ago...
it make me feel like one year passed so fast...i was enjoying the time celebrating his bday at his house last year...thx for invite me =)
but not this year...

2010-09-10T14:05:00.000-07:00

What will u choose between money n fren??
for others ppl they may choose or prefer fren...
some will choose money also...how about u?? (think carefully)
for me, it's easy only =)
i will choose money...no matter wat, money is important than those who are just saying to help u but end up did nothing...
So, i will be selfish for now on...n only do which i feel worth...
what a happy semester break mood was gone n force me to rmb those sad things back...
make the life fucking down!!!

Semester Break

2010-09-07T14:03:00.000-07:00

7-9-2010

Finish my last paper which is Economic for Marketing yesterday...quite easy for me but a little bit mistake...
go for a hair cut n chat wif my old stylish...at night go to V2 dota wif my housemate n one new fren...but actually i wish to go watch movie by my other fren...
today wake up n prepare for coming back penang...the journey was quite bored for me since i seldom listen to hit Fm or Mix Fm(watever it is)...
one more week later will be the day i had scammed by those stupid useless chinese guys which going to change my life...this scam will never be forgotten by me until the day i enter coffin...
but the feeling of hurt was still deeply inside my heart which i pretended like i'm fine n ok in front everyone...
n finally i back to the place where im familiar with n less strangers around me...
i really hope i can nonit back to the "sad place" again...

ok...back to topic...
usually sem break is the time for me to download movie n sleep at home...coz less fren will ask me out...im used to it adee =)
planning wan to take some photos for fun n it's time for me to change my FB profile pic...donno got time to do that or not...

lastly, thx to those ppl who really give me a hand when im in trouble...i appreciate it very much...

28-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:21:00.003-07:00

Today finish my first paper of exam which is English for management.
This subject is not difficult but got to see how the lecturer marks and allocate marks for u.
Although I knew I was not quite well prepared for it but I have done my best.
Hope the person who marks my paper will give me higher mark la.
Finally, the ptptn money has come and my bank has some saving back.
It makes me feel more comfortable and relax. Not like last time having lots of pressure on it anymore.
Hope that I can faster get n earn back my money la.
I really don hope that my college life will be a part time job life for me as im quite a lazy n like to enjoy person.
Lastly, the most important part is im a shopaholic and I am addicted with shopping.
Time pass faster and everything will be fine and back to normal.

25-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:21:00.001-07:00

Today play too much of game. Din really have time to study. So, tmr will be a tough day for study.
Add oil !!
Suddenly, I heard that one of my housemate may be going to Australia to further his studies. At that time, I donno wat to say. Im thinking if like that then I maybe did a wrong decision of coming to kl study.
Saw “6th floor” again. she going out for dinner wif her fren.
Haih. when can I know her??
Don think of ur stupid problem again. It’s over and I need to move on.
Everything will be settling soon. Hope that I get an “unforgettable lesson” and don’t repeat the same mistake again in the future.

24-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:20:00.002-07:00

Yeah. I almost finish my PO studies in a few days time.
Although im not very sure what am I reading about but if I can finish it early, I can have time to revise it for the second times.
Playing LAN dota wif my housemate. Not bad la I still know how to play.hehe.
Going to study hard tmr. Hope I can get gud result for my coming exam.
People in my hostel are seem very free with their life, just one distinction student r studying like mad.
Same case to me. But my study mood haven’t come yet.
To those who cheated me : you will have retribution in the future.
What you did will be see by god (人在做，天在看)
Hope u can spent ur life well and be careful when u cross the road.
I WILL CURSE U ALL THE TIMES AS LONG AS I STILL ALIVE !!
You have changed my life and everything.

23-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:20:00.001-07:00

A boring day with study and watched a movie. The title of the movie is “karate kid”.
Ntg special about the movie but I enjoyed it coz I used to watch fighting movie.
One more week the hardest subject is coming but I still cant managed my time well.
Hope I can pass the exam.

22-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:19:00.004-07:00

Today ntg special happened. As usual, wake up very late in the morning.
Went for lunch then go bank in some money that I borrowed from my fren.
After that, watched a movie that quite funny to me. Sleep again after movie.
Then wake up and went to watch football match. Man Utd vs Fulham
end up wif disappointed result. A bored draw.

21-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:19:00.003-07:00

Today wake up very early again. Coz going to genting with my housemates, yy and hx.
Miss the first bus which is 8.30am and we had to wait until 10.30am for another bus.
So we back to Prima Setapak for breakfast.
After that, we went to Ridley’s believe it or not for a look.
There are a lot of interesting things inside. Anyone who hasn’t gone to there can go there have a look.
The entry fee is RM22 per adult. And we having buffet as our lunch n dinner.
We try our best to eat as much as we can coz it is expensive.
After that, we went for the arcade to play for awhile. I was lucky today to get a 300 tokens bonus.
But unfortunately we miss the last bus and we had to take a “sapu car” to go back to Gombak.
Today spent a lot of money but was a memorable time with my fren. It is worth for me =)

20-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:19:00.001-07:00

Today also same wif yesterday, going out early in the morning.
First time going Hang Tuah Monorel station. Met a new fren again name Angel and saw xy. Xy was the person who intro this job to me.
Today was quite a nice day. Although the sales is not very gud at the beginning but it turns better during evening.
A lot of people coming to buy and our stall was crowded with people. Finally, we hit target and we can close the shop early. We have sold out 80 out of 130 cartons of milk.
Which the previous day was only around 50 cartons sold only.
Besides that, jack has offers me a part time job for my coming semester also. And I have accepted it.
No choice coz wan to earn money.
Today my mum phoned me also and there was one gud news since the day I was unlucky.
My grandma had picked up an expensive high tech phone and my mum was going to ask her give it to me.
That means I may be have chance to get a new phone without paying money. I think so la.
Donno my grandma will give me or not. Hopefully will !!

19-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:18:00.002-07:00

Wake up early in the morning. First time going sit LRT alone. Walk out to Dang Wangi and walked to Bukit Nanas monorail station.
Knew two new frens which are BC n Ke Xin. Both are quite friendly and talked a lot with me.
Besides that, I also met my team leader, Jack.
The feeling of moving many box of milk was quite tiring. After that, this is my first time experience to convince other people to buy products from me although I have been studying marketing for two years.
Although I started with a bit shy but after that it become normal.
I only sold one bottle in the first two hours. A malay guy was deciding to buy a drink for himself and he saw my products which is the magnolia good night milk was RM1 only so he bought from me.
Throughout the whole process, I learnt the ways to convince people buying ur products and everyone may be ur prospects also. U cant just judge them through ur naked eyes only. Actions must be taken.
The sales leader does not have a lot negative feedback on my work and I wan to say that really work hard for it. Thx to the god, the people that bought from me were quite nice with take one pack instead of one bottle. And specially thank to one of the Malay OL gal that bought who box of milk from me.
Lastly, I think I can improve my presentation skills through the ways how I am presenting my products.
So, I decided to do for few more times to see whether I got improvement or not.
WORKING IS HARD N TOUGH; PLS ENJOY UR STUDYING LIFE IF YOU CAN. SO THAT U WON’T REGERET IN UR LIFE.

18-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:18:00.001-07:00

Tmr will be my first day of working as a part time promoter.
Actually im quite nervous n donno wat to do since this is the first time I work.
The last time I worked was two years ago. But that is just an easy work for me.
Hope everything will be going fine for me.
Two days of working will earn RM200++
Y not try it?

17-8-2010

2010-08-28T23:15:00.000-07:00

I saw her again when im going to wait for bus.
But this time with me facing my own stupid problem I don dare to go know her.
I think this will be the last time I saw u in my y1s1 life.
This time I have improve a lot and I dare to look at you but not smile.(forgot to do so)
But one thing I can sure she know who am I since she look at me awhile when I look at her.
For just a few second only, but that is enough for me adee.
What a wasted chances!
I have no ability to take care of others since im now in a big trouble.
So, I think my advance diploma life will be end up with single life again.
Take care of urself well and hope to know you soon when im back to normal that time.
Need how to do so?
Half year or one year to earn back the money that I loss? This is still an unknown for me.
May the god bless me? Pray hard…
will be keep updating of my life frequently.

Hate myself so much!!! y am i so stupid??

2010-08-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

The biggest n stupid mistake that I done in my life was happening to me yesterday.
I really feel sorry to my parents n I not even dare to tell them wat had actually happened on me.
I feel that im so useless n so stupid of being cheated by those lottery. If im not so greedy then this may not happen to me. I loss all my money in a second. An amount of RM4500 gone in front of me. How stupid am I.
do u know how pain was my heart is? My tears cant even drop out. It really hurt me a lot.
All because of my greedy I get cheated by them.damn it!
I donno wat can I do now and I hope I really can “menebus kesalahan beser ini”.
So after this, I cant enjoying my college life like last time anymore due to my stupid action.
I need to find some part time job to do so that I can increase n get back my money.
RM4500 is not a small amount for me and I really feel scare now.
I cant even sleep, study n eat well coz of this. Although I adee made a police report but in my heart I wont forgot that moment in my life.
I swear I will not repeat this mistake in my life anymore. “THERE IS NO FREE LUNCH IN THIS WORLD.”
And I also promise that I will work hard to get back my money so that I can use it after I finish my advance diploma.
I will study hard and wont play too much game anymore. And I would like to try any part time job that has good offer.
To those who are around me, Im fine but I will be weird for this coming few weeks. Nonit too worry abt me. Especially to my “god mother” that going to help me find some job.
Dad n Mum, I really don know how to face u all now. Don angry or scold me for not telling u all abt this.
I will find my own ways to solve the problems since im not young anymore because I need to responsible for every decision that I had made. My carelessness lead to this problem and I will solve it myself.
Sorry to u, dad. I know u every month save most of ur money n bank in for me but I din take care abt it.
Mum, I hope u r beside me now. Im really lost. I need someone.
I can promise that my solutions wont affect my studying.
Lastly, I really feel thousands n millions of sorry to my dad n mum.

2 days trip to KL

2010-05-09T10:55:00.000-07:00

last saturday morning move my things to KL...
My parents,my aunt, my sister n her bf, my cousin n my bro...
when reach there, the whole unit was empty...n the floor was dirty...
after cleaning then move my things into my room...the room was too small for me...
sad case...after that my another cousin that stay at KL came n fetch us to buy some furniture at CAREFOUR...
n thx to my sis for sponser me the studying table...
at that night we went to sit LRT...this is the first time im using this service...
honestly i was a bit scare when in the LRT that was moving...hahaha...funny rite??
went to KLCC...saw a lot shop include Zara, burberry n etc...will take a look soon since im a shopaholic...hehe...
after that went to the china town..the place was damn hot n i cant stand it...
at night overnight at my hostel wif my family...my dad said like that save hotel money...
sunday morning went to the batu cave...there is a nice place...
the most interesting part in my trip was all of my family members...
ALL of them ask me to chase ms quak...
they said her parents r friendly n she is good looking...
OMG...wat a funny joke for me...
my heart is adee booked or called stolen by "someone" else =)

One of the article i read today...

2010-05-06T10:51:00.000-07:00

我是女生，看到有的男生想追自己喜欢的女孩子又不敢追，还想人家倒追他，我很反感。

　　从一个女生的角度，我比较了解女孩子的心理。女孩子大多不会主动出击，去追求自己喜欢的男孩，除了确实太喜欢了或者是那种比较有个性的勇敢的女孩子。所以，如果你很喜欢一个女孩子，并且认为她对你也有点意思，那就主动点，别跟她搞拉锯战，自己难受，说不定你喜欢的人也痛苦。

　　任何一个女孩子在被人追的时候，心理都是很复杂的。她也许很开心，但是又带着点惶恐，她对这个闯进自己平静的生活的男孩子，有着欲拒还迎的矛盾心理，她不是故意的。不要以为她在考验你，她其实也在和自己斗争，她怕受到伤害。

　　不要怕你的主动会带来她的反感，你不主动，她也不主动，也就慢慢淡下来了。如果你开始的表白被她拒绝，那也很正常呀。不要气馁，谁知道这个女孩子心里在想什么呢？

　　也许你再表白两次，她就会被你打动，一个心地善良的好女孩是很容易感动的。

　　如果你受到一次挫折，就立刻离开，再也不去答理这个女孩，把自己紧紧地保护起来，默默地舔舐伤口，在你痛苦的同时，殊不知，那个女孩子也许也正在心里遗憾、后悔呢！也许她会偷偷哭泣，后悔拒绝了你，再看到你漠然的眼神，她也很痛心，但是她却不会对你说，绝对不会请求你回来追她。你的过度的自尊心，可能会伤害了女孩子敏感的心。

　　她会认为你不是真诚的喜欢他，要不怎么会就这么放弃了她？

　　有人说，男生真难，追女孩子太不容易了。可是我的感觉却是，这种现象跟男人和女人的社会角色定位是分不开的，从生理和社会的角度，女人总是被动的。如果反过来，让男人都脉脉含羞，女人变得勇往直前，世界才乱了套呢！女人的羞涩总是美好的、动人的呀~我总是听说是某个勇敢的男人战胜了多少困难，最终获得佳人芳心。相反的例子却少得很。

　　有的男生，就怕别人说自己什么死缠烂打，落下不好的名声。可是我觉得男生追求自己喜欢的女孩子，受了点挫折还继续对这个女孩子好，说明人家确实很喜欢，很有诚意，如果没成功，也不遗憾，并没什么啊？谁让人家喜欢了？最讨厌别人跟着瞎掺乎，也最讨厌那种自己没主意，过于在乎别人对自己看法的男生，活该这种男生找不到女朋友。

　　是男人就勇敢点，女孩子本来就感性，容易沉浸在爱情里。虽然你付出了辛苦，而一旦你的真心打动了她，那么你得到的将是更多更久的加倍的爱。这样的例子，在身边比比皆是。女孩子对自己的男朋友都是很温柔很贴心的，为了换来这份甜蜜，开头的辛苦算什么啊？而且大多好女孩都爱得挺投入挺专一的。

　　所以，建议有的男生勇敢一点，去追求自己喜欢的女孩子，不要那么畏畏缩缩，一来是让人觉得你没男人气概，二来是你自己怪难受的，然而最最最重要的还是：最后你什么都得不到。幸福总是自己挣来的，别指望别人施舍给你！

　　再补充一句，我觉得主动点儿挺好的，因为你的目标是你自己真心喜欢的，女孩子往往被动，被动的只能选择接受和拒绝，所以我宁愿主动出击，爱我所爱，无怨无悔！

希望这个能帮助我啦。

bad luck

2010-05-04T11:30:00.000-07:00

last friday n today were two bad day for me...
both days also kena ppk by my fren...wat a bad luck day...
friday is finding sifu playing game at netcity...
while today was a futsal game wif my fren...but both end up wif disappointed...

真的好想你，但又不知怎样告诉你。每次发信息给你的时候，你都好像在敷衍我。
每次都很失望。天啊!!我该怎么办??因该放弃还是坚持到底???有谁能给我答案??

3 Brainless people that i met

2010-05-01T11:08:00.000-07:00

I had a story to tell today...
I am totally angry n "tulan" 3 of my housemates(penang hostel)...
today i went back to move all my things n furniture back...
when i opened the door.................
Im not scare to write at here coz they wont read this also...
First to complain is that person who stay at big room wif only RM150 per month...
i don wan to mention his name la...n u noe who u r la...
the window glass broken by u and u leave it there...GOOD!!
then all ur rubbish u put in the drawer...all ur rubbish u donno throw wan izit???
include ur love letter also throw into scare no ppl read izit???
or wan to show off how lovely couple r u two...
mirror broken adee also throw all the broken pieces glass into the drawer...
stay 1 year wif u n u din even take the rubbish go throw to the downstairs dustbin for more than 5 times...but u r the one who making rubbish wif all ur snacks...
Second person is also stay 1 year at there...for him he is better than the first one...
he throw some of his rubbish n left a bit...
third is the one who staying for 2 years wif me at there...u r damn fucking shit!!!
except sitting in front of ur comp i don think u still noe wat to do...
all ur chocolate n ur fruits inside the refrigerator u donno throw wan la...
when i opened it today u noe how the smell of the refrigerator???
lastly, 2nd n 3rd person...i donno how u two bathing...the water heater hanger also can be broke by u two again...not the first time adee...donno wat both of u doing while bathing???(if interested then think urself when u reading this)
n either one of u left ur underwear there...i noe u don wan adee...but at least throw away la...
and this is a bad day for me that i need to help all of them cleaning the whole hostel...i hope not to stay wif this kind of irresponsible housemate again anymore in the future...

Bored holidays =(

2010-04-30T11:55:00.000-07:00

last tuesday was my first gathering wif my secondary best fren jing wei...
went to fetch him n go to kayu...meet up wif yih siu n long ger...
chat around 4 hours at there...
then for the following days it become boring n boring which i only stay at home...
friday night was the night that i waiting for...but end up wif disappointment...
stop making any promise if u're not sure...make me happy for awhile...

Nothing Special...Another gathering day...

2010-04-27T05:41:00.000-07:00

last sunday morning was a very special morning which i was sleeping for about 2-3 hours...but it was adee 8am in the morning...
suddenly my hp rang and I knew that that was a msg from someone...
when i opened n read the msg it was surprised that finally "she" replied me...
after one week time finally she replied me...her hp was out of credit that time...
so top up d only can reply me...hmm...
it make me having 2 night continuous sweet dreams =]

later will go meet up wif my secondary school fren...which i think we have din meet up around 1 year adee...somemore tonight maybe will going to watch football again...
omg...my face look older n older...coz always late sleep in the night...

just finish viewing my ex-housemate sweet time picture wif his dear...
hmm...wish u two always happy la...although saw d abit jealous =)
hahahaha...

gathering day...

2010-04-23T10:36:00.000-07:00

lack of sleep for today due to yesterday watching football match...
afternoon went to gurney to buy laptop bag...hmmm...the price is quite expensive...
but lastly i bought one also...
besides that, i went to look for handphone prices also...
after that, went to qb again for buying present for my buddy birthday...
puff nation tee...woohoo...he was quite happy when open the present after home...
but sry to him also la coz we did not choosing the one that he like the most...
at night, we went for dinner at harvest in cafe at burma road there...
the food was average...but i like the environment there...simple n nice...
after that went to new world park old town...chat at there for quite a long time...
i just realized that everytime went out wif fang chi(mr friday), we sure talk about his ghost freak as topic...the owner or creator of ghost freak...

nokia x6 ok?? or who can intro me any better phone?? everyone giving me the different opinions so which one i should listen to??
somemore the levi's 501 that i like cost RM325...can i own it??when can i get money to buy it??
-applying microeconomics here- (a bit act pro here la)
opportunity cost: which means that there is few choices/options...then u rate them as first choice, second, third n so on...
after that, choose the first choice which u think that is most important to u n forgone the others...

终于回来了。

2010-04-22T11:29:00.000-07:00

看到她写她已经回来了，我却不知所措。
虽然我很期待她回来，但是现在回来了我又怕她会对我冷漠。
这种感觉真的很不好受！！不过看到她那快乐的样子我也开心多了。

i wish to change my handphone before going kl...
but which one is better???touchscreen or??
damn confusing coz im not pro in all this function things...
luckily my fren give me a hand...tmr he going to fetch me go try n ask for prices...
btw, i still lack of money...donno where can i get money from???
borrow from fren???ask from my dad???
20yrs old coming still ask money from my dad...what a son he got...sad sad...

等得好辛苦

2010-04-18T10:59:00.000-07:00

从晚上10点等到凌晨2点，我一直在等待她回的信息，不过等了很久还是等不到。好失望：（
这是我第一次发信息给她，也因该不会有下一次了吧（除非有足够的原因证明她为何不回我信息）
等待的过程不是那么好受，时间好像都过得好慢。最后我还是选择了不在等下去了。
有偷偷的上网看她到底有没有空，看到了又假装没看见。已有4天没和她聊天了,终觉得怪怪的.
和她聊天真得很快乐!!

可能我想太多了!!祝你旅程快乐,玩得开心点.我知道这几个星期你都不是很开心,好好享受吧!

Start to Worry now...

2010-04-17T11:56:00.000-07:00

hmm...one more month I will be studying at kl main campus...
as usual I did not worry much about the subjects that i going to study...coz I know that I will handle it...
but there are a lot of things that I have to worry with...
either i can mix with my new housemates and the environment there...
everyone know my style as known as my "kuan"...
I do hope that everything will go smooth and well...
second, I am worry about my new hostel coz we are still finding people to move it...
2 or 1 male and 1 more female is needed...
next, how am i going to kl is also another problem for me now...
either my dad or my sister's bf fetch me...there is still a question mark "??" for me..
my mum told me that everything will be buy in kl so that nonit to take so many things from penang to kl...
last, my roommate still confusing whether to study at kl or not...there is some money problem for him...
i do hope that he will go along and hope that we wont argue or even fight in the new hostel...hahahaha...
both of us are the same type of people...
up to here for today...wan know more then wait for my next update...hehe...

New hair cut and boring day...

2010-04-14T11:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday went for a hair cut by my fren...she was so happy to tell me that i'm her first customer of this week...
hmmm...i can noe that how boring u r in ur working place...chat a lot at there...
finish hair cut about 1 hour ++ coz she was so patient to cut my hair...thx for her hard work la...after that went back home...quite like my new look =)
this was also my first experience to go cut hair alone...normally i will went with my cousin or last time was with my fren...
yeah...finally i got what i want after that...i was shock but excited too...

today just finish watching 72家租客 and 秋香怒点唐伯虎...
although 72家租客 was quite outdated adee...but what to do...cinema showing that time no ppl call me out for watching this movie...this movie was funny and nice too...
秋香怒点唐伯虎...i finish this movie within one week time...the first few chapter was interesting which his status was so respected by others but he applies for being a gardener coz of a gal...he was so clever when facing any problems and his "别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿" can be use to describe myself in my college life...

唐伯虎能为秋香改变 -> 我也能为“你”改变，那“你”能吗？？没有答案的问题！叹息!!

End of my Diploma...

2010-04-11T10:46:00.000-07:00

last two days was my last day in Penang Tarc...
everything go well and i had my last paper at CA in the evening...
donno how to describe myself but everything seem come to the end...i guess so =)
there were some fren that i will miss and sad to leave them...
thank for the help in my life n study...anyways im consider as a "25 kia" in my class...hahahaha...but i need to thank to some of my classmates too...
they are who invited me to their group as a team member for the past two semesters...
without you all i don think everything will be easier for me...
im not behave as who i am or who suppose to be in my college life...maybe i was selfish but i cant stand what you all did...
sometimes it's just too over...don't you all think that??? ( think yourselves )

went to pc fair yesterday...im so happy to meet with the "twins" gals who always so friendly to me in college...sad to leave u all =(
after that chat with my fren for a long time...
"GhostFreak" was a brand that created by one of my fren...will support his work...
i not understand y ppl always look down on me???
i had my diploma and i really work hard for every subjects that i learnt...
y do u think that i wont make my thing better???

last,i read one of my fren blog that was about "love is blind" few minutes ago...
after that, i just realize that i miss you...
the word you refer to "you" but u will never know =)

SMTG that i jusy knew...

2010-03-29T10:16:00.000-07:00

it seem like there is a lot of competitors around me...
what should i do???what should i care???what should i improve???
damn confusing...anyone can help me??? =(
im not in a good mood now!!!

Describe me wif the word "caring" ??

2010-03-28T11:48:00.000-07:00

i saw one of my fren said im caring...
hmmm...a bit weird to use this word describe me...but im also happy to hear that...
but im not caring at all the time...most of my fren noe that...
hahahahaha...
but if u feel that im caring...that mean u deserve it!!!
not everyone will deserve for me to care abt them...
if u deserve mean u r SPECIAL to me!!!especially YOU...u noe who i mean =)

KL trip

2010-03-28T11:42:00.000-07:00

went to KL one day wif my fren n his family...KL was beautiful n a complicated state...
im so paiseh that i slept in the car...hahaha...went to see metroview n pv6...
after discussion we plan to take metroview...it was located at wangsa maju...
wangsa maju!!!someone told me that someone is going to work at there soon...
hope can meet up wif someone at that time la...although got a bit scare n nervous going to stay at the place that i din go be4...but it is a new challenge for me...
i hope i can make more fren at there...n improve my relationship wif someone which i always dream to be...
lastly,hope everything will move smooth...im waiting for that moment to come...
bye penang tarc n here i come kl tar main campus...

给有缘/机会看见我心声的人：

2010-03-25T11:16:00.000-07:00

这个问题我问自己问了很久。
什么是恋爱？恋爱到底是怎样的感觉呢？
虽然说爱只有几个简单笔画但却比想象复杂得多。
被别人爱或想爱别人又是怎么一回事？
等待与期待往往对我来说只会带给我失望或失败的结果。
已经失望过三至四次的我也不敢再对爱情抱着太大的希望了。
真心的对待竟然换来一个虚假的回报，可能从一开始到最后也只是我一厢情愿而已。
或遇到一个心已有所属的人也一个机会都不给我。为什么呢？
在中五那一年，我的父母都反对我谈恋爱。那时我还能体谅或明白可能我还太年轻。
但现在已快二十岁了的我，难道他们还会反对吗？还是个未知数。
这次，终于又找到一个我对她有感觉的人了。她就是（ Ms C**** ）
如何形容她呢？
第一次看见她时她把刘海绑起来，蛮可爱又好看的。再加上她那两个酒窝实在太迷人了。我也猜得到她的追求者一定也不少。
她的人蛮好谈的个性又很活泼。但就是心情的变化很突然。这就是她的特别之处嘛！
有时就开开心心的，有时就伤心或无奈地埋怨。
当妳不开心时，我好想陪伴着妳。但我也知道以我现在的身份也只能是朋友的关心而已。
记得上一次妳说如果有去看戏可能约我一起去看，我看到这句子时，我真的真的很开心又期待。
那种感觉是多么无法形容的。但却换来一场欢喜一场空。
看到你一直谢谢我对妳的关心，我也不知道怎么回复妳。应该这样说“关心妳是应该做的”
我知道这次可能又是我一厢情愿，但我还是决定试一试。
虽然说我的机会不大又不会追女生的技巧。我只好一步一步慢慢来吧。好怕我会迟别人一步。但我也无能为力。
最后，我想说:"虽然我不一定是天下最好的男人，但是一旦我选上妳，我将会把最好的都留给妳包括我自己。“
因为妳将会是我的全部和第一！！

From: y2k心声

Tiring day...

2010-03-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

wake up from 6am...study n go for tamadun test...it is not difficult...
after that sleep from 2 till 7pm in the afternoon...but got some interruption in btw...which some new intake ppl come to see hostel...all of them complain that y not ceiling fan???
wat should i answered them???wat a bullshit question...i also a renter not owner...
how am i going to explain that for u all???stupid...

heard that im not going to kl this saturday...im totally n fully "beh syok" when i listen that...u noe wat??the hostel i also got stay n i need to pay for the rental...
not foc...sigh...a word not sure cant settle everything!!!if im not satisfied, then i wont stay...this is me!!my rules my ways...u got to accept it...

luckily, chatting wif an angel at the night..although is just a moment...but it is enough for me...thx for listening to my problems...i noe it maybe a small matter for u but not me...im glad to heard this last three words "ya ,welcome ,haha"
it has make my mood better...thx to YOU

wow...A good answer that i got...

2010-03-23T15:30:00.000-07:00

finally figure out what it is abt...n i get the answer that i wish to get...hahaha...quite happy at the moment when saw the result...but also need to thank to my fren mr chris who help me to ask for the answer...thx alot...

today will be the second test for my tamadun islam...i have not prepared well...
i hope i noe how to do later...

2010-03-22T10:46:00.000-07:00

just finish watching 海派甜心..the movie not bad la...i was quite enjoying it...
today is tuesday!!!the day that i hope to be come as fast as possible...but now seem like not so looking for it adee...just saw a "shock comment" in FB...make my feeling n mood down again...hope that is not true la...will figure out soon if got chance...this will make me think much n make me cant sleep...

life is like this...no usual for everyone...sometimes u will happy n sometimes u will be sad...something that u looking hard for it will end up with full of disappointment...this is how life was!!!

hope to improve my english so that i can be catch up mu study for advance diploma...
maybe this week im going to take a look on my new hostel in kl...
recently...erm...should say it has been long time before i have never been happy for this while...around 1 year i think...my life is dull n meaningless except shopping that can really make me feel better...

2010-03-14T12:10:00.000-07:00

today is a free day for me since my class adee cancel off...
recently,ntg much changes in my life...just headache of which college i will be studying for degree/adv diploma...
finally i make up my mind...im going to ktar coz i don wan to change my course which i found quite useful for me in my future career...(for those who cant make up their decision, pls do not follow ur fren decision as the future is ur but not other)
recently, i was quite confuse with my feeling...think a lot of things everyday which is related to "something"...but i also scare of failure...that y don dare to think too much abt it...
my fren wan to hire me as part time...im still thinking of it...either to work for one month after my diploma(4 more weeks) or staying at home doing nothing...
lastly, i hope it will go naturally...hope the "success god" will be beside me for this time...i cant afford to lose or fail anymore...

feel bored...

2010-03-02T10:00:00.000-08:00

Recently, there is nothing special things happen in my life...
i feel bored with my current life...hope the time pass fast n i can go back to my home...not to stay at hostel anymore...
honestly, i don like my year 2 hostel life...it's suck n boring...
i miss my year 1 housemates...the two "old giant kids" which like to do some bo bo eh things inside the hostel...like to mix around with them...they are vincent ong n tiny...
yesterday ate spaghetti which cooked by my coursemates...it taste nice too although the potatoes were forgotten to cook...hahahaha...
lastly, i hope can stay at penang to continue my degree...not willing to go kl study coz it's too far from my home...hope that inti's college will offers us a nice course...

Examination Result

2010-02-23T08:14:00.000-08:00

for the last second semester, i got 1A 3A- n 1B for my results...
hmm...finally get a nice result that can satisfied me adee...
today is the first day i attended my last semester class...
nothing changes...still cannot adapt to my own class as usual...
as we know this called wrong channel...all the topics they talked r not interested by me...so after class i having my lunch wif my buddy who always free to accompany me...
having Nando's as my lunch at gurney plaza...after that go try a FCUK tee...
although the size is XS but i still cant wear...so sad of it...haih...
afternoon another buddy come my hostel find me...we chat a lot too...
learned some new skills from him...hahahaha...but not yet can use it...

LASTLY, I HATE THIS SHORT SEMESTER TIMETABLE!!!

the third day of CNY

2010-02-16T09:51:00.000-08:00

hmm...just like last time...after first n second day of CNY, the third day is starting boring adee...so, my dad decided to fetch us go butterworth for a walk...went to sunway again but this time with my family not my fren...there r a lot people, aunt uncle and couples as well...ntg to do at there just walk walk for awhile then back home...at the carpark there there was a group of chinese guys which i considered them as "brainless pig dog"
he though the road was bought by his grandpa...walk on the middle of the road n my dad car need to wait n move slowly...after that he still stared at us...
how come chinese also got like that "less educated"??i wondered for a long time but yet no answer...hahaha...

HaPPy ChiNeSe NeW YeAR everyone =)
happy woohoo year too!!! (this sentence learnt from my fren be4 CNY n i get the meaning after CNY) creative har!!

Memorable Day

2010-02-11T09:15:00.000-08:00

today is a very SPECIAL day to me...wake up around 9am...then received Fang Chi call...
he asked me to collect my woven which i told him to pass for me the day before...
after met at his car he gave me a tee which is designed by his own...
then i started to drive n fetch my fren vincent...back to my hostel awhile for "exchange" my shoes...woven for puma(LOL) what a big diffrent between them...hahahaha...
around 12 we going to gurney which he promised me last month to shop with me...
finally i bought 1 tee 1 polo t n 1 short pants...
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1.finally i drive to gurney myself for the first time although i get my driving license 3 years ago...aku boleh!!! clap clap...
2.thx to vincent for accompany me although he said two ma lat lou going is weird...
3.thx to my dude fang chi for giving me the tee...personally i quite like the tee...
4.lastly, thx to my mum for giving me money to shop =)

My First Blogging

2010-02-07T19:55:00.000-08:00

I am quite outdated d i think...everyone started to blogging long time ago...
but i am just started to learn how to use blog now...
why i will think of start blogging???
coz sometime i can keep my good memory n happiness here...which i think is less n lesser in my life...
nothing much changes in my life although i tried very hard to change it few times before...
will be update my blog soon if i feel free =)